I was going to put this on Facebook as a status update, but for whatever reason it is way too long. So here it is, my incredibly short blogpost in lieu of a status update.
Please pray for me this morning. I have anxiety issues which are just a bucket of laughs to deal with, but lately they have been rough. A lot of it is work related and work is now a new level of hell for me. As in I have developed a phobia of the hallways at work. Seriously, I start to hyperventilate just walking down them. I sob and beg Josh to not make me go back every Sunday night. Yeah. It stinks. I had barely made it in the gate this morning before I started having a massive panic attack. So here I sit, at my desk, trying to breathe, but mostly just hyperventilating. The lack of oxygen to make brain is making me super dizzy, so I actually can’t get up because I’ll pass out. Fortunately I have some big gun anxiety pills in my purse and they will (crossing my fingers) kick in shortly. Until then, or even afterward, pray I don’t pass out and that the anxiety about work tunes down a notch or twenty. I’ll be the person hiding in the bathroom crying. Anxiety party in the bathroom!